Everybody says that Junior 3 is the most painful days in our students' life.
But now I really don't think so.
I miss the old days so much.I want yesterday once more.
But no one can put the clock back to an earlier time,
nor can I.So what I can do is miss miss and swallowed by missing.

I miss my old friends,my junior classmates.
We had spent so happy days when we were at school.
I talked and played with them,
I laughed and cried with them.

Now I really can't stand the life without YY,
without talking about what I really interested in ---- B×.

I know I can't be so gready.
Now I'm in such a good class,
and everybody in our class is so good.
But I feel that I can't express my true feelings.
I always hold myself of saying strange things,
I'm afraid they are too crazy for them to receive.

And I'm confused with loving another girl.
But now I know , that's not LOVE.

OK,don't talk about things unhappy.

Now I[m tring my best learning French and Germany.
I found French really interesting
but Germany really boring and difficult.
Although I don't like it,
I must try my best to learn it well.
I just want to prove that I have such ability.

English is not so interesting,but I must learn it well.
I must pass the CET-4 at a great grades to prove that my English is really good.

OKAY,now I can't stay on the Internet for too long,
I must go to study.
French,Germany,Japanese and English.

I'll fight!!!!!!!!～～

頑張ります☆

Didn't see her for a whole day.Miss her so much.
I'll think about all the things ablout her when my brain is free.
I cant't let this feeling go on,
but I tried and tried,failed and failed.
I simply can't.Simply can't erase her from my heart.

I know,even if this feeling last for a long time,
it can't be reserved.

I really want to think that her feelings are the same with mine.
But...I know it can't be true forever.
This STRANGE feelings...I don't want to hold it any longer...
But I just can't give it up.

When we get together,
I know that I'm really normal and
I won't think about some strange things.
But when we leave each other,
I can't stop myself from missing her and
I always feel that maybe I have already fell in love with her.

I'm very ache because of this feeling.

AH...Received a message about my sister..
She'll go to Korea to study.(?)
She doesn't do well in her study,
and don't want to take the final examination,
so she decided to study in Korea the next year.

I.........really want to go to foreigh coutry to study further...
うらやましいよ…金さえあれば…あたしだってゼッタイ出来ます…

UNN....I can't use English to show my feeling well,
so I used Japanese.........

I'll go to Japan 2 years from now.
Be a exchange student.
I love Japanese and I'm sure that I can study it better than any other.

OK,I can't write any more.

BYE.